You are the person that God created. You are loved by Him and although your pain is very real, in time, as you process your loss of this relationship, you will find purpose again. Your identity will change which can cause fear, and that is normal. There are many changes when one gets divorced. Some of the changes will be received as good changes. However, there are some changes that will bring out loneliness, anger, and resentment. Find healthy ways to cope with those changes. This is an opportunity to rediscover old dreams and explore new possibilities. Talk to God. Remember you are a valued human being, and God is with you in this new chapter of your life.